im Happy, Sad, Happy, Sad~~~~

i HATE it when i ask sth & not getting an ans, they jus purposely brush it aside, thinking tt everything is back to normal again, well let me tell u, ITS NOT!! when i ask sth, i expect an ans, if not for fuck i wan to ask right?? might as well dun even ask.

tts y i say, i dun wanna ans or knw anymore things alr.. for fuck i ask & tis is wat i get?? just let me hide all my feelings inside me.. no one has to knw but me. dun try to hide ANYTHING if u got nothing to hide.. y u worry so much for right? since its nothing wrong.. jus let it out. UNLESS there is sth gg on, then u are hiding it.. if not for fuck??

i really cant take it.. not i dun wanna believe, its tt they do things till its HARD to believe. and if u dun believe ANYTHING they say, they will say tt all is their fault, watever things they do also wrong. but the very fact is tt when asked, they bloody dun wanna say the truth.. how the fuck would i knw wats gg on???