Thursday, November 27, 2008

Complicated Life

what to each of us human being want in life? sometimes i really wish tt i haven't gone out from there into this miserable world.. i really still cant understand everything tt is gg on our here, its so much more complicated & im trying or should i say need to adapt into this world.

i beginning to see more & more things, be it bad or gd.. but i tink im seeing more bad things then gd i guess. tts y i wonder y god created tis world to be so complicated. y must he make human being suffer in the world, yes i knw tt he died on the cross to wash away our sins, but i jus cant accept it.

y men LOVE to do things WHICH they are not suppose to do? y do they simply LOVE to play out women? y do they need to have flings or ONS or even to pay money for sex? i mean is having SEX so needed? always saying that they cant find a properly partner or that they dun wan one as they want freedom, PS: their freedom is that they can have sex with different girls always, then is doing the things which they want RIGHT??

then y do women LOVE to find rich men? actually not really LOVE. if women find rich men, then this men have flings & they cant do anything abt it. thats y i dun understand, y do men who are rich y cant they just stick to one women? so wat they love their women but wan to have flings, its totally WRONG.

when women tense to do what the men did, i guess thats when they have been hurt by them before, thats y they are like that. DONT blame them, but yes they are not suppose to do it too.

tis bloody world is so dame complicated.. do i really need to adapt to this life?

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

simple, just stick to your own beliefs or should say faith. living by faith and doing what God wants you to do in life and you will not feel so confused. from what i see or read.. your faith is shaken by the worldly happenings.. and not everybody is like that my dear. not to worry, i think you need to head down to church 1 day and spend some time there praying, asking for direction and guidance. cheer up, k =)

Ee said...

You hv to learn how to walk away physically and emotionally from the 'negative' and 'toxic' people, man or woman in your life. Hahaha from what i see, you are drawn to the 'dark' side of life making it VERY complicated!!

Shirley ~ Yanyan said...

Patrick, maybe i jus find it very HARD to stick to my own beliefs as all i see are as wat i have said. i also dunno god wan me to do wat, i every night pray to him, but i jus see myself having to see & hear so many things, jus making me feel so complicated...

Ee, haiz i also feel tt loh.. maybe nowadays i have been seeing all tis DARK side de ppl, i cant understand y tis world is like tt de..

Anonymous said...

very hard to stick to your own beliefs sometimes are due the ppl around you.. not that I am saying they are bad, but becos they are unbelievers.. so their "way of life" are different from us. maybe go church to pray with a few bro and sis and see how if you cant pray alone.. everybody is drawn to the dark as it is easier to do than the bright side, therefore very little ppl wanna be all good --> learn good 3 yrs, learn bad 1 day.. ;p