Missing by Evanescence

this song is on my blog now...

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"

You won't cry for my absence, I know -
You forgot me long ago.
Am I that unimportant...?
Am I so insignificant...?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

[Chorus:]
Even though I'm the sacrifice,
You won't try for me, not now.
Though I'd die to know you love me,
I'm all alone.
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me,
But I won't be home again.
I know what you do to yourself,
I breathe deep and cry out,
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"

[Chorus]

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...

[Chorus]

bag spree

fren asked me to go for bags spree fm taiwan.. bought this 2 bag fm there, but will be only arriving here on April... guess how much is the bags so cheap, dun think i'll be able to get it here for tt price.

NT350-S$19.99


NT280-S$17.23

sleepless

had been having sleepless night, keep waking up a few times in the middle of the night.. guess I've been thinking too much or whatever things i myself do not know..

finally i have resign.

got a better job offer to me.. better then wat i am doing nw.. have resign from my job after nearly 2 yrs of services here.. just wasting my time here all this while.. didn't learn much things too.. i remember once when i wanted to take up a course, asking my boss to help me to have some subsidy but she simply refuse me, said tt it's not related to my job title.. hello, my job title is Production admit asst, while i jus wanted to take Diploma in Business Administration why is it not related?? haiz.. anyway, thanks god for letting me find a better job..

hanging out

after work went & meet my best sisters hui xia & baoil.. had dinner at V8, mine food dame sucks.. i had this salmon with orange sauce on it.. totally can't be eaten..



my salmon with orange sauce, sucks


after tt went for movies at marina sq.. again went out with then at the most important thing i had forgotten to do.. take a photo with them.. haiz went to watch the Jumper, it's abt a teenager from an abusive household discovers he can teleport from one place to another. He uses this ability to search for the man he believes is responsible for the death of his mother, drawing the...( read more ) attention of the NSA, and another kid with the same power...

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lip pain

Past few days my lips have been giving me pain, felt dry despites drinking lots of water. i don't even know why. Ytd night, it was so painful & i went to see the doc this morn. doc said tt I might be allergy to some food Ive taken, but I dun remember eating much lately to cause this. Gave me some medicine & painkillers.

Love Without Trust

It seems no matter where you are in a relationship it's always lacking trust
and like a key opens a door, trust is what opens a heart.
Without trust you begin to worry day and night somehow gaining insecurities
within yourself that makes you question the love you two share.
You start to feel unworthy, you have so much to say,
will there ever be trust or just that constant pain,
because of those feelings there's an emptiness in your heart.
you feel it's easiest to just move on, but you wonder if you'll ever find a love so strong,
so just take his hand, put your trust in him, because love without trust isn't love at all....

by Yolanda Rhoades

lao yi zheng

lunch time my collage ask if we wanted to go eat yi zheng.. since ytd didn't feel like eating anything and have been drinking jus water nothing else.. wanted to see how long i'm able to take it.. guess i must have been thinking too much till i'm like tt. in the end went ichibian sushi and ate yi zheng & some sushi.. faint.

shanice & me


fm left: geok im, evelyn, shanice & me


later on had craving for donuts then went and brought 6 of them, in the end eat only 2 of them.. wasted $$..

new hair style

after work went and cut my hair.. then after that went back home to colour my hair black.. see my new style..

CNY today..

first day of cny today.. boring.. brought my son back hm for him to celebration his cny over there.. i fetch me over since last fri but felt tt it's still not enought time for me with him.. haiz

now at hm alone celebration my cny..

shopping with son

today went shopping with me son.. went to look for some cny clothes for him.. look at him wearing the clothes which he choose for himself. so handsome right