very LOST & SCARE

dunno wat is gg on ard me, jus feel so confuses nw.. dunno wat to do or watever.. is my life still not BAD enough tt god is continuing to torture me?? y is all tis happening to me?? really dunno wat to do.. its so scarily to see tt my life is turning worst for me, i jus hope tt all will go well. sometimes really feel like giving up everything.. feeling like jus leaving everything alone, no one will knw anyway.. i am at times crazy but ppl who really knw me well then they will truly kwn wat im like..