love my son so much.. unable to see him is the worst feeling i've ever had.. keep wondering if anything bad has happen to him... really very worried.. finally today i called the house phone & my ex mum ans & i could talk to my son.. feel very happy & sad abt it.. he keep asking me why haven i come home. when am i bring him out.. when am I coming to take my things again.. why am i working for so long till haven come back to him.
i really dunno wat to say but to tell him a white lie saying tt mummy is working & have to earn $$ & guess wat he said to me, he say tt i'm earning more $$ to tt i'm able to bring him out for his fav food sushi. he is jus 4 yrs plus, he dun really understand tt mummy is never going back to tt hse again.. when i hear whatever he said, it really break my heart so much tt im breaking down in tears while writing this... mummy will always love u no matter wat... hopefully when u grow up u will understand & forgive me for leaving u as mummy didnt want to leave u too...
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