Uncomfortable

sometimes even the person close to me also dun really understand me.. when i ask sth i expect a reasonable ans, not jus answering me for the sake of answering.. i sense something uncomfortable thats why im asking... but at times i just dont get the answer i want..

i may look like its nothing to me, but deep down inside of me, im burning up, just that i dun wanana blow out.. i'm a type of person who will keep things inside of me not becos i dun wanna say out but becos when i say out, it just make us feel so uncomfortable towards each other.. i really dunno how to control my feelings & just forget things...