Thursday, October 9, 2008

Shit life

well well well.. i knw i TELL myself many many times tt i NEED to be independent to work dame hard to earn my own $$.. but but but of cse if there are guys who are able to take care of me it will be even more better, *wink*

i can see tt some of my dear gal frens their bf/hubby will treat them so well as in if they ever wan anything they will try to get for them.. dun mind spending on them too..

like one gf of mine, she went oversea for holiday with her frens & her bf is so sweet, after she came back fm her trip he gave her a few hundreds to cover part of her expenses there.

well i guess no one is PERFECT.. if u wan a guy who is sweet to u, then u have to give up certain things. if u wan a guy who is rich then he wont be sweet to u..

u knw, some of them i see who are housewife, having to take care of their kids BUT am able to afford luxury things so envious loh.. i knw tt i will NEVER be like them de.. also knw some who will go to the extend to be someone mistress so as to have watever luxury they want fm them.. but i cant blame them too, as they also wan to be happy..

i always tell myself i wan to live simply & happy can alr, but whenever i see some ppl who are better off then me i really envious them.. sometimes i feel tt im becoming materialistic alr... i wan to take BUT not ready to give anything yet.. guess im very selfish too.. well tis is me nw.. accept or hate me then.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

No worries, gal. I'm sure u will find someone who will take care of u and love u very much. First failure does not mean forever failure. Give yourself and others a chance. Life is like that. U will never be satisfied with what u have. U will tell yrself that how i wish i can be like that lady but once u have become that lady, u will tell yourself again how u wish u can be the other lady. So u must be "zi zhu chang le". U must tell yourself that you are so fortunate to have a son n see him every week. Unlike me, i have a son but i have not seen him eversince the first day he is born.
Aiyo, am i being very long winded? Sorry...think i shall stop here then. Enjoy your day with yr son 2day and have a great weekend

Shirley ~ Yanyan said...

hmmm, thanks for saying all this to me.. guess im jus asking too much ba.. haha

u got a son? then y u cant invite him wor?