Ingrown Pimples!!!

damn!! i got ingrown pimple!! and ppl say its ACNE!! EEEEE!!! first time im having ACNE! brought this 3M Nexcare patch. hope it works. my fren say this pimples might be the cause of me changing my face moisturizer, i think so loh. i change my loreal sunscreen to Follow Me ma...

this is how it look like, pic doesn't look so bad but real life its very BAD!

my frens recommend this acne patch which i brought it at $3.90

i had them on since ytd night and sleep with it till today morning..

it kinda works.. look at that? very OILY..

this is what it did to my pimples.. its much better will continue tonight again.

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everyone! i LOVE this day a LOT! this is the day when Jesus was born too! we went Bugis to catch tron legacy. not bad, the graphic was awesome!

then had dinner at Shokudo Japanese Coffee House. yuks! food is not really that nice here. i prefer the wants at Raffles place..

anyway, at home i hide their present under their pillow to surprise them and just wat?? i DID!

my ah bui and baobei

this is at Bugis, the kids gaming place.. my son love it..

and than we went to watch our 3D movie!

waiting for our Koi we cam whore..

after our movie..

us..

cam whoring..

before heading for dinner.

yucks dinner!

food look nice but its NOT!

my family..

Christmas Tree

my present for my baobei..

our present to my baobei..

my present to ah bui..

and this is MINE!!

Christmas Eve Party

went for Christmas party at my childhood house at International plaza! didnt know that inside there also got residential loh.. should have taken some pic there.. haiz.

the house is not bad at 40 level so really windy. came late so wasted didnt manage to take group photos loh =( anyway, its fun la. had some games, eat and drink wines.

this is the only pic i took there with yuki.

my Son Improve in his Exam

yes i can see that my son has improve in his exam..

this is the first half of school exam result. which is very POOR! he FAIL his English when MOST of his time is spent speaking it.


but he improve in on his finally exam. although i feel that he still can do better!


now got a few weeks for him to rest till school starts.

Home with Son

Today packing day at home again.. Finally my room is neat n tidy. Got to have a good rest too!

Told my son am gotta change his Surname to mine but he said he doesn't want it =( telling me its funny loh.. His meaning of funny as in suddenly change name so weird and most of his school frens all know him by his current surname ma.. Hmm, I might even change his Chinese name too. If u ever know how his Chinese name came about, u are gotta LAUGH OUT LOUD. as it's very LAME!

Anyway, guess wat? The MCYS lady came n look for me at my house! I got a shock can! She came before now the 2nd time becos I have been avoiding her calls.. As I was thinking how can she help me? I wanna rent a rented flat can she help? In my mind I was thinking she can't help de. But, she told me that she went to HDB about my case & they have told her that I did went looking for them, but I dun have my divorce cert.

I told her next mth I'm getting it and I told her I'll call her again. She is so nice can.. I thought that I keep ignoring her she won't come bothering me BUT no! She even went HDB n look up my case can! Before she left, she tell me" don't give up" I feel so touched hearing it.

I guess god is helping me.. Thank you lord!

my son home with me for good!

Today is the day I'm gotta bring my son to my side for good. Have been feeling uneasy. I guess it's becos I'm worried that my rented place uncle won't allow my son to stay.

Went first to my son place. Chatted with him about him going to stay at my place for good saying that his granny is going for leg operation so got no one to take care of him. He will need to go school himself, buy food, have to wake up himself. While talking to him, I tried not to cry. I feel so sad that he have to go thru with this. I really wanted to also add in that not to forget that his father didn't want him but I control saying it out. I told him to packed everything he wants to my luggage.

Then after it's super heavy got no choice but to come home to my place n drop off his thing then headed to his school to get his books for next year. Have to thank god for helping me in the school books. Thank you god!

I still feel scare, scare that my here uncle say my son cannot stay then I also dunno how. As of now, my son just gotta learn to be a little adult n I wish to get my rented flat too.

I pray that god will make my son strong in this, pray that I'll get a flat soon, bless that Ill do well in my job, bless that everything will go smoothy. Amen.

Decision Made

yes i have finally come to a conclusion that i will bring my boy to my side and stay for good. yes i know that it will be hard not only for me but for him too. so it means to say he will have to be very very independent. have to learn to wake up for school, have to learn to go school and back himself. have to learn to buy food himself alone without me around. practically EVERYTHING he have to learn. i didnt want him to have this kind of childhood unlike other kids his age BUT i really got no other choice & this is the best choice i can think of.

i feel so sad thinking that my kid have to suffer like that, that's why i HATE him being with me NOT becos i dun love him BUT i really hate seeing him suffering this way. i didnt want him to live like this but i really got no choice.

really pray that god will help him in this path of life, give him the strength and teach him to be strong at his age. i pray that one day, when he grow up he wont hate me for letting him grow up this way.

i REALLY wish that its me who suffer, why MUST it be my son. life's never fair! all i can do is pray to the lord for guidance and answer.