Ingrown Pimples!!!

damn!! i got ingrown pimple!! and ppl say its ACNE!! EEEEE!!! first time im having ACNE! brought this 3M Nexcare patch. hope it works. my fren say this pimples might be the cause of me changing my face moisturizer, i think so loh. i change my loreal sunscreen to Follow Me ma...

this is how it look like, pic doesn't look so bad but real life its very BAD!

my frens recommend this acne patch which i brought it at $3.90

i had them on since ytd night and sleep with it till today morning..

it kinda works.. look at that? very OILY..

this is what it did to my pimples.. its much better will continue tonight again.

Merry Christmas!!

Merry Christmas everyone! i LOVE this day a LOT! this is the day when Jesus was born too! we went Bugis to catch tron legacy. not bad, the graphic was awesome!

then had dinner at Shokudo Japanese Coffee House. yuks! food is not really that nice here. i prefer the wants at Raffles place..

anyway, at home i hide their present under their pillow to surprise them and just wat?? i DID!

my ah bui and baobei

this is at Bugis, the kids gaming place.. my son love it..

and than we went to watch our 3D movie!

waiting for our Koi we cam whore..

after our movie..

us..

cam whoring..

before heading for dinner.

yucks dinner!

food look nice but its NOT!

my family..

Christmas Tree

my present for my baobei..

our present to my baobei..

my present to ah bui..

and this is MINE!!

Christmas Eve Party

went for Christmas party at my childhood house at International plaza! didnt know that inside there also got residential loh.. should have taken some pic there.. haiz.

the house is not bad at 40 level so really windy. came late so wasted didnt manage to take group photos loh =( anyway, its fun la. had some games, eat and drink wines.

this is the only pic i took there with yuki.

my Son Improve in his Exam

yes i can see that my son has improve in his exam..

this is the first half of school exam result. which is very POOR! he FAIL his English when MOST of his time is spent speaking it.


but he improve in on his finally exam. although i feel that he still can do better!


now got a few weeks for him to rest till school starts.

Home with Son

Today packing day at home again.. Finally my room is neat n tidy. Got to have a good rest too!

Told my son am gotta change his Surname to mine but he said he doesn't want it =( telling me its funny loh.. His meaning of funny as in suddenly change name so weird and most of his school frens all know him by his current surname ma.. Hmm, I might even change his Chinese name too. If u ever know how his Chinese name came about, u are gotta LAUGH OUT LOUD. as it's very LAME!

Anyway, guess wat? The MCYS lady came n look for me at my house! I got a shock can! She came before now the 2nd time becos I have been avoiding her calls.. As I was thinking how can she help me? I wanna rent a rented flat can she help? In my mind I was thinking she can't help de. But, she told me that she went to HDB about my case & they have told her that I did went looking for them, but I dun have my divorce cert.

I told her next mth I'm getting it and I told her I'll call her again. She is so nice can.. I thought that I keep ignoring her she won't come bothering me BUT no! She even went HDB n look up my case can! Before she left, she tell me" don't give up" I feel so touched hearing it.

I guess god is helping me.. Thank you lord!

my son home with me for good!

Today is the day I'm gotta bring my son to my side for good. Have been feeling uneasy. I guess it's becos I'm worried that my rented place uncle won't allow my son to stay.

Went first to my son place. Chatted with him about him going to stay at my place for good saying that his granny is going for leg operation so got no one to take care of him. He will need to go school himself, buy food, have to wake up himself. While talking to him, I tried not to cry. I feel so sad that he have to go thru with this. I really wanted to also add in that not to forget that his father didn't want him but I control saying it out. I told him to packed everything he wants to my luggage.

Then after it's super heavy got no choice but to come home to my place n drop off his thing then headed to his school to get his books for next year. Have to thank god for helping me in the school books. Thank you god!

I still feel scare, scare that my here uncle say my son cannot stay then I also dunno how. As of now, my son just gotta learn to be a little adult n I wish to get my rented flat too.

I pray that god will make my son strong in this, pray that I'll get a flat soon, bless that Ill do well in my job, bless that everything will go smoothy. Amen.

Decision Made

yes i have finally come to a conclusion that i will bring my boy to my side and stay for good. yes i know that it will be hard not only for me but for him too. so it means to say he will have to be very very independent. have to learn to wake up for school, have to learn to go school and back himself. have to learn to buy food himself alone without me around. practically EVERYTHING he have to learn. i didnt want him to have this kind of childhood unlike other kids his age BUT i really got no other choice & this is the best choice i can think of.

i feel so sad thinking that my kid have to suffer like that, that's why i HATE him being with me NOT becos i dun love him BUT i really hate seeing him suffering this way. i didnt want him to live like this but i really got no choice.

really pray that god will help him in this path of life, give him the strength and teach him to be strong at his age. i pray that one day, when he grow up he wont hate me for letting him grow up this way.

i REALLY wish that its me who suffer, why MUST it be my son. life's never fair! all i can do is pray to the lord for guidance and answer.

Fucking BITCH & their FAMILY!!

Got a call from my boy ah ma telling me tt she will be going for her leg operation next week n needed me to take care of my son. So I asked her wat abt next Yr when my son start Sch how's he going to school.

She say if worst then he go school himself loh, no choice. Then I say wat abt her son? Can't help to fetch him to n from school? She say he needs to work this nvm. Wat really PISS me off is her saying that when ppl or welfare ppl ask if my boy mother which is me got give her money a not, I told her straight that her family is so EVIL still got a cheek to ask me for money??

I told her last time I use to give her $500 n how I manage to gave her that money is for working TWO jobs! At that moment she still can kpkb me this n that. I told her since she want money get from her son ghat $500 la!! Later still say me n her son settle ourselves better then why is she passing the message from him to me?? I told her hd no balls Izzit?? Wanna ask me things dun dare scare wat?? Really fudging useless!!

Still can tell me say her son said that since I want my Brian then ask me to take him back as they doesn't want him snyway! I told her I got a choice I won't even put him there loh.. Still dare to ask me for money when u keep bad mouthing me n teaching rubbish to my son! I rather give others the money that u this fucking family!!

Sometime I really regret giving birth to my son. Why did I born him to this world to suffer?? It's never easy being a mother when u got noone beside u being able to help in taking care of Ur kid when in need. Really hate this useless feeling! I want to give my best to him, to try to be a good mother to him. But I just feel that I'm really a FAILURE!

Last Day in Hong Kong

Last Day of Hong Kong! i think the only thing i miss about it is their weather! their food is salty & oily and me being the salty type of person also cannot take it so you can see how SALTY their food is. some food OILY till cant even finish too.

the air was great! really like air-con EVERYWHERE. the degree there was around 17°C. but their air is really polluted. just clean my face & nose you can see its black BLACK!

really wonder how they managed to live like this. so i must be graceful im born in Singapore!

this is my FAV bubble tea there!

yummy! Gong Cha!

Lunch at CityGate shopping center..

at HK airport, saw this chocolate gold coin so BIG!

before we check in our luggage.. as u can see, Susan is the smallest BUT she brought the MOST, follow my Fean and mine was the LARGEST but i brought the least. LOLX!

below are my buys from Hong Kong!

got this cigarette for my ah bui, left if made from HK, right is made from Korea. each around 37hkd

this is the ONLY thing i shop there, as really nothing much to buy at this season.

all brought in at Disneyland for 625hkd

got this Wasabi snacks.. i like it!

got this for my ah bui.. Armani exchange shirt at 365hkd

not to forget my duty free liquor all for S$240!

Total Damage in Hong Kong are as followed:

• Air ticket from JetStar S$415.90
• Hotel Stay at Caritas Bianchi Lodge Hotel for 5D 4N with breakfast was S$413.31 for 2 pax
• Total amount spent there with food, transport, shopping, sightseeing was HKD3980=S$673.40 at the rate of S$5.91-HKD1

TOTAL SPENT for this trip:S$1031.06

Overall, this trip wasn't that bad. before i left for my trip a lot of my frens told me that Hong Kong people are really rude and unfriendly. but i only think its those shop owner like those street market but their services really sucks, really bad which i think they really need to improve on.

people there are friendly when i need to ask for direction or needed their helps.

4th Day in Hong Kong

wooohooooo!!! Disneyland here we come!! finally we are going there.. have to make full use of it as its gotta cost me 360Hkd that's around S$60!

weather is sunny but the wind is cool!! tell u, most of the time we spent there is on QUEUING loh! weekday still so many people! we reach there 11am ended when they are closing up the place!

This is the nearest Mtr to my hotel..

on the train there...

look at the Disney Train!! nice right!!

outside Disneyland..

me cam whoring..

Welcome to Disneyland!!

before going inside..

brought our tickets!

hehe.. so bright loh the sun.

taking a pic with Bambi

us on Disneyland ground =)

Minne mouse!

me with Switch!

ginger house!

look at the pancake! soooo CUTE!

having snacks!

i brought this ice cream jus to take a pic of it loh!

me!

nice castle!

hehe.. didnt buy go try somemore still take pic can!

me while queuing to watch Golden Mickey! very long loh, waited for around 30mins!

The Golden Mickeys! wasn't that bad niceeeeee!!

me and fean!

she like jumbo..

next we watched Mickey's PhilharMagic! its nice loh, still got water splatting at u.

Cinderella Carousel!

Fantasy Gardens to take picture with them!

Minne Mouse!

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The many adventures of Winne the Pooh

us..

inside the tram ride in winne the pooh

next, Festival of The Lion King!

then is dinner time at River View Cafe!

lastly, Fireworks! this is the BEST photo i could take!

Beautiful Castle...

finally its DARK, we cant even FINISH the WHOLE of Disneyland loh.. the MOST place we covered was Fantasyland.

Breakdown of Places we covered in Disneyland:

FantasyLand:

13-Micket's PhiharMagic-3D

15-Cinderella Carousel

17-Fantesy Gardens

20-The Golden Mickeys

21-The Many Adventures of Winne The Pooh

K-Royal Banquet Hall for Lunch

L-Chicken Leg, Hot Food, Frozen Lollipops, Cotton Candy Cart for Snacks

TomorrowLand:

None! so sad loh, no time!

AdventureLand:

7-Festival of the Lion King

I-River View Cafe-Dinner

Main Street. U.S.A:

None! sobzzzzzzzzz

so after that, went Lan Kwai Fong thats the nightspot in Hong Kong! i tell you, my leg wanna BREAK already loh, after all the walking in Disneyland then still come here can!

Drop at Central Mtr then walk to Lan Kwai Fong!

funny lei their street.. when u wanna go there have to climb up slope then going home have to walk down slope! wonder if there is ANYONE drunk & come rolling down the slope..

i see this road sign so excited can! till i fell down! LOLX

Fean wanted to go clubbing, but cant really see any clubs around there, further more my leg wanna BREAK how to dance sia.. end up we sat at this pub to relax..

me & Fean..

me with my Hoegaarden, 65Hkd..

Fean with her Red wine, 35Hkd..

fried platter..can really remember how much if not wrong 95Hkd

dunno real a not got this Beer name.

my face after slipping my beer

lastly took a pic after going home!