Suddenly feeling so lonely.. no one beside me.. Tried to contact my ex the whole day today as i wanted to bring my son out to spent more time with him. Called him number of times & he refuse to pick up and finally he switch off his mobile phone. had the feeling he didn't want me to visit my son. damn it!!
Thought my foster mum. she was there for me since i was born till i was 15 yrs old and she just left the world.. at that moment, i keep thinking to myself, why she have to leave me alone in this world. i know that if she were still around i won't be as what i am today... really miss her
